Sunday, October 23, 2005
Music
It seems like in times of crisis, every song is speaking to you. While driving to Half Moon Bay yesterday, I heard a new Kelly Clarkson song - not the biggest KC fan but it just completely described how I was feeling..... Here is a good way to describe myself right now........
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I amOnce again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny itCan’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I amOnce again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny itCan’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me outFor hating you,
I blame myselfJust seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cryOn the outside anymore
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I amOnce again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny itCan’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I amOnce again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny itCan’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me outFor hating you,
I blame myselfJust seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cryOn the outside anymore
